This is my last dA journal entry.
I quit dA.

I just don't get inspiration to draw anymore.
Everyone is so fucking amazing and I'm just sitting here drawing my crap.
You know when you play Sims 2? (Okay probably not) At the beginning, you can pick the "motivation" for your character. There are things like romance, popularity, creativity etc. To be bluntly obvious, creativity is not mine. And I can't juggle art and life! I have to focus on one. I keep putting my energy on trying to make my life 100% and pushing art further and further aside. Now, when I wake up, it's not "Oh, what will I draw today?", but, "What will I do today?"

So I'm "breaking up" with art or something XD
I just don't understand WHY I picked up that pencil two years ago to start my first sketch. What will it do for me when it doesn't even make me happy at all?

Sorry if I sound dreadfully depressed, I'm not! I'M NOT DEPRESSED! Please don't comment with "You'll feel better" because I'm fine Lifewise, everything is awesome!

Bye, I'll miss you all! I'll probably never touch this account again unless some major inspiration hits me.